my hols have started...
actually i self declare one la..
but i dunwan to go back to school...
its like i got nothing to do back there..
like i'm wasting my butt off...
really sienz...
so far these past 2 days..
i've oso been wasting my butt off again..
i gotta start doin sumtin..
the only really cool thing i've done today is i read Raven Rise..
From the Pendragon series..
anyone noe it?
dunno go read it..
really cool book..
its the 9th book cant wait for the last book to arrive in Malaysia..
which will take ages...
another book i'm waiting for is Inheritance..
from the Eragon Cycle..
the 4th and shld be best book..
books are gonna make me go bankrupt man ==
saaaaaaaaaddddddddddddd
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these past few days..
its either my mood is really bad..
or i'm jus easily annoyed..
which is it?
i really dunno..
havent been sleeping well and cant even play well...
this is really unlike me..
i gotta snap out of it..
i've been sleeping at like 2am waking up at 7am...
that is not normal of me...
i miss the old days..
sleeping at 12, waking up at 12
12 hrs of sleep...
i really dunno why i can do it now = =
sienz...
the oni funny thing that happened these 2 days was like...
erm..
this really funny msn conversation..
which happend between..
Shu Teng ( the cyborg), Mae (the criminal), Me(the Private Analytical Detective)
and 2 which didin't contribute much..
haha
Fay Yuen and Jie Wee...
any time u put 3 of us in a convo..
we are so gonna rock ur World..
haha...
hmm sometimes..
I feel my world crumbles...
but its gonna be ok.. I hope..
everyone ahs been telling me its gonna be ok..
but is it really gonna be???
who really knows...
definitely not me...
to me life now shld be exciting,
filled with risks
but these past months..
my life has been boredom..
its like i lost my flame..
the flame that was once so bright..
has now turned black...
really dunno whats wrong with me..
all i noe is...

There's no victory or defeat, there's no higher or lower, there is only one truth...