Finished

I just finish reading this manga..
absolute boyfriend..
so touching...
a really great love story..
go read it..
anyways...
today migrain like hell...
stupid sun..
gonna kill me very very soon dammit..
I dunnoe what to think already..
I love you but I cant love you...
I don't want to tell u whn its too late
neither do i want to tell you whn its too early..
i'm praying that i an get a sign so that i noe exactly whn to tell you...
but the longer i wait, the sadder i become each day...

Slow = =

today went DC..
had cg..
learnt how to deal with failure haha...
anyways..
been worrying about a lot aredy..
crap the stress...
i cant worry so much..
but i just hv too..
its like stuck in my brain..
haiz...
some of the reasons for worrying are personal so i wont say anything...
if wanna noe thn ask me la..
but i oni tell some ppl de la haha..
btw..
sry San Min..
cant make it to ur party..
really really really sorry ya...

TRANSFORMERS!!!!

Just came back from watching Transformers...
it ROCKED!!!
I wanna watch it another 9 ties at least..
sososososososososo...
COOL!!!
All must go watch..
oherwie ur not gona be col..
wahahaha..

FUNNY!!!!

today the bushes opposite my school burned...
haha..
the fire created so much smoke
so whole class went and look out the window..
a bit of excitement at least in school...
whee...
thn the guard came out ( this was whn everybody talking )
i was staring at the fire...
dunno why i am attracted to fire...
mebbe cus its hot
heh...
thn the guard went and take some branches..
wanting to snuffout the fire..
thn he walked and tripped head over heels (literally) into the longkang =_=..
so funny!!!!!
i laughed till almost whole class came and look..
thn everybody laugh...
wahhaa..
anyways...
it eventually rained heavily today...
I wanted to walk in the rain..
but parents dun allow...
sad.. haiz...
gonna end here..
all take care ya...
H1N1 still out there...

Goals

I know its a bit too late.. but i still have to set some goals for this year..
Studies
Get 70+ in all subjects ( gonna be super hard)

Games
maple reach lvl 120+ (ShadowsDK)

Life
workout everyday.. (I'm getting fat)
Get a girl in my life (optional, but I don't mind either way)

heh..
thats about it i guess for now...

updated

eventually I'm loggingagain..
I as too lzy too sick and too tired too blog for the past week...
anyways..
this i had to blog..
din't go to school today..
sick again. haiz..
thn had this dream..
quite cool..
and i have never dreamnt of this before..
but someone appeared in my dreams..
never expected that..
so suddenly..
I will remembr tis dream forever..
heh..

...

Dammit..
after so long oni my laptop revived...
happineesssssssss....
and sadness.
dunno y getting sick like anything..
i hate getting sick.
its annoying..
seriouslyly...
aaa..
friggin headache..

Spinning

havent blogged much these past few days..
its been to boring..
but I've been able to think some things through..
so my mind is now clear as crystal..
i can figure out why i did it...
but sometimes i cant help but wonder what wld happen if i did things differently at that time..
If I had did something another way..
i cant help but wonder..
there are things that i regret..
and some that I am proud of..
and somethings I just cant get through..
I'm still wondering why my heart which was supposed to be as hard as diamond..
shattered into a million pieces this year..
really dunno...
Sometimes I just wish I could just crush all my emotions and not use them at all..
especially the strongest 1 Love..
unfortunately i cant do that so will just hv to try and survive with these emotions..
heh..
somehow thinking all these things through really calmed me down a lot..
crap I need to cheer up...
or else I'm just gonna drown in the shadows again.
which is something I don't really want..
its not fun..
and LOUD is round the corner..
seriously gonna be fun..
anyone wanna come? haha

LOUD 2007 and 2008

Just realized i uploaded 2 same vids...
crappy..
anyways here's the real one's

Tiring day (yesterday)

Yesterady was 1 word tiring...
went out at 7 came back at 11..
so sleepy whn i came back didn't even hv energy to blog..
so now I will blog =)=)..
went out to MCCC as normal..
duty bla bla bla..
routine things la...
thn went out for lunch with Jesse..
Happy Birthday Jesse!!!!
came back went for cg...
had some seriously yummy sweets which Kaylee brought back from Canada..
Thank You Kaylee!!!
and you remembered to get me maple leaf..
haha..
after that, went for a wedding dinner..
saw Chee Meng there...
thn talk crap vth him.. = =
(I noe ur reading this) haha...
thn Moses oso came..
apparently we all still DOTA...
yay..
so we decided one day we will go out to DOTA..
and Ping-Pong..
hope I still remember how to play..
heh..
then what else interesting happened..
erm.
not much I guess...
Oh..
but I learned this quote..
so cool..
[I don't want to date a bunch of people, I just want to date you]

LOUD 2009

PROJECT GSUS!!
MUST COME!!!!!!!

2nd day of MCCC

Abt the same la..
but a bit more fun i think..
heh..
still very tiring..
no energy dy de...
sleepiness..
whn came back wth..
no electricity..
had to endure till like 9.45 i think..
so hot,..
can die..
and i wanted my air con cus so tired...
aaaaaa
at least now its back on heh...

MCCC

So cool..
and tiring = =..
went to Dream Centre today at 8am..
wow..
so tired...
after duty headed to sports centre crap with some of them..
thn Hannah arrived crap vth her even worse..
she even take sugar and creamer to throw at me = =..
lameness...
so childish ( praying u dun see this )
haha...
thn help out making coffee...
unfortunately I don't drink coffee...
haiz...
sadness..
after tea break had to prep for lunch..
we made yummy ice lemon tea...
so nice and cold..
yum..
thn when sudenly need ice for just 1 cup..
we discover ice all frozen aredy...
crap..
and I did a dumb mistake..
i punched the ice hoping to break it...
and didn't even dent it..
WTH!!!!
ice was harder than the wall...
and again..
WTH!!!!!
even cause my knuckles to bleed...
stupid ice...
in the end use stick to break it...
sienz..
went home at 5.45..
but reach home 7..
thn go tuition..
blog so simple-ing cus too tired...
no energy left aredy...

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Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answer, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of you name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers, you cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/ girl name
question.



1. What is you name : Teo Peak Erne
2. A four Letter Word : Time
3. A boy's Name : Toh Yik Hong
4. A girl's Name : Teo Peak Yiin
5. An occupation : Toilet cleaner
6. A color : Tblack.. heh
7. Something you'll wear : T-shirt
8. A food : Tandoori
9. A place : Tokyo
10. A reason for being late : Taking my time
11. Something you'd shout : Tag?????
12. A movie title : Terminator
13. Something you drink : Twater
14. A musical group : Twins ( where they a musical groupp????)
15. An animal : Tiger
16. A street name : Tajakjkalaj ( i give up)
17. A type of car : Tmw
18. The title of a song : Teardrops On My Guitar

Tags..
No1 ..
I'm too kind xD

Holidays.. Bored

haiz...
holidays nothing to do all day long..
been dota-ing + maple-ing + sherlock holmes-ing 24/7..
gonna die very soon..
good bye my world..
aaa.
at least MCCC comin..
gonna chill..
drink coke tilli get sugar rush..
haha..
thn gonna do crazy stuff.. yay..
thn gonna die whn it ends..
haiz..

Boredom

Now I remember why I love and hate the holidays..
I love it cause I dunnid to go to school..
I hate it cause its boring!!!!!
urghh...
every day sitting at home like that..
I'm gonna rot myself into a zombie...
aaaa...
I nid the fresh air,
better if it wld rain..
I love walking in the rain...
pitter patter on me...
thats the most fun ^^...
I love watching the storm the most..
its the most fun...
nothing can stand in the path of the Storm and survive..
haha..
i gonna be dead aaa...
havent done tuition math hw..
crap 2molo gotta do..
or teacher might kill me...
heh