2010

hmm..
2009 is over so 2010 is here
so many 1st things i did on 1st of Jan 2010
spoke my 1st word of the year to someone
my 1st hug of the year
1st scream of the year
1st insult of the year
1st joke of the year
1st run of the year
but the annoying part is on the 1st of jan aredy had unpleasant things hapening
1st getting pissed of the year
1st scolding of the year
1st annoyance of the year
1st anger of the year
bleh!
hahaha..
might type abt 2009 but very very the lazy.

Christmas!

went out to church for christmas celebration..
super fun!
thank you for the presents ppl!
they were awesome!
Love you ppl!
haha
Merry Christmas!
had a super fun time chilling with them, talking with them, insulting them, and being chased by 1 person =P
hahaha..
all in all its one of my most enjoyable christmas ever!
thank you!
next year we must celebrate it like that again k?
hahaha..
and congrats to ppl who got straight A's
and those that din get oso.. its cool!
u did ur best and u shld be proud!
=P
29th December Captainball..
anyone else wanna come?
Venue- Dream Centre
Time- 8.30am-12pm
Date- 29th December 2009
If wanna come sms me or sumtin!
erm what else..
oh yeah..
31st December DUMC 30th anniversary dinner..
we shall all have fun and spill food over each other!
=P
erm..
lastly..
you ppl..
you noe who am I talking about..
You all..
tomorrow remember to play nice..
or both groups oso I dunno what I do to you all..
play nice!

Rage

I thought I lost it..
but it was jus dormant and it became stronger..
I think I injured one of my knuckles dy damn it..
right hand hurts like hell..
crap

Boredom

So bored at home.. I seriously lazy to blog abt Elevate leh =P
I want to but i dun wan too =P
very lazy..
all i noe is after the camp I super Happy and Relieved..
hahahahahaha..
and I'm laughing for no apparent reason happiness

Special

This Post specially dedicated to the Girls of TeddyBears
LiYen, Aileen, Naomi and Candace
(i was forced to type this =P)
u all are the best..
seriously..
u girls are super fun to hang with and very sporting oso
haha..
so dun blame me whn i throw u in the pool kay?
=P
erm and i din expect u ppl to actually worry abt some things
but u did..
really cool la..
love u ppl..
mus still love me even if i throw u into the pool okay?

Quotes

was reading quotes again last night
some are so true

You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.

You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is.

Sometimes it's better to be alone. No one can hurt you that way.

I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the one they're supposed to have.

Walk home drowning these memories in the rain biting my lip to transfer this pain, your gone and I'm still going through withdrawals, next time around I'll build a stronger wall.

Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow; we must fail in order to know. Sometimes our vision only clears after our eyes are washed away with tears

I'm not afraid of heights, I'm afraid of falling. I'm not scared of the dark, I'm scared of what's in it. I'm not afraid of love, I'm afraid of not being loved back.

It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go but its even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay.

Like being in love there must be a corresponding painful side like losing in love, it's just a fact of life.

Maybe just maybe its my hearts way of telling me this isn't over yet.

I'm gonna smile, because I wanna make you happy, laugh, so you won't see me cry. I'm gonna let you go in style, and even if it kills me, I'm gonna smile.

I would rather leave now still loving you then to leave later hating you.

If you think you've found that one that you really love... make sure they love you back.

the thing that I want you to see the most is that I survived without you.

Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you.

I lay there at night, trying to fall asleep But each time I close my eyes Memories of you flash through my mind But then I open my eyes and welcome myself back to reality Because I know now, you and I weren't ever really meant to be.

And these break up songs Are making sense again And I really wish they didn't

Today..

woke up at 9.30..
thn had tuition from 10am to 2pm
my gosh so tiring..
and bored cus Yuen Ping din go so cant insult her..
=P
hahahah..
she see this she gonna kill me..
went home..
it rained heavily..
happy =)
i love the rain..
heh..
msn with TeddyBears
i hate thinking so much la
so many things going on now..
wanna cry dy..
but i wont
jus gotta think everything through..
there has to be a solution.

Late post

Yesterday..
was fun..
haha..
went early to DC, went to CC and play L4D
with ryan, lu chong and kimberly..
stop shooting me and ryan la lu chong..
my life 80 shot to 50 by him = =
wth weih..
haha..
went for XYZ..
camp briefing..
cant wait for Elevate..
only less than 70 hrs to elevate!!!!!
yay! yay! yay!
its a holday
i'm gonna be throwing ppl into the pool
=P
hehe
thn went for dinner with TeddyBears
i realized i still need to control my anger..
haizz
sad..
went and watch christmas production..
quite ok la..
but i enjoy the previous ones better
haha..
very the lazy blog long long
end here..

Hols are getting me bored

Why couldn't EDGE last 1 more week..
I'd be so happy la..
T_T
now i'm stuck at home feeling super bored..
oh man = =
Joel u always ffk me lor..
=_=
2 times aredy
u say u on msn at 8pm, u on at 9pm
thn u say u on it at 10pm, now its 11.30pm
u arh..
'shakes head'
nvm..
you will kena..
hehehe..
not by 2moro, you'll kena on Sat..
=P
hahahhaha..
the only life i now hv is on msn and the TeddyBears
talking to Sarah on msn and Tim..
we all lifeless freaks la
haiz..
Elevate hurry up and come pls..
and
Christmas don't be late!

Love them

From Left
Timothy & Candace, John & Aileen, Joshua & LiYen, Joel & Naomi
I love you guys..
we really bonded in EDGE!
we mus hv our maggi cup moments again k?
haha..
BLOOPERS :
i'm the oni person wearing shoes weih hahaha
funny la..
and Naomi head getting poked by GiGi
=P

EDGE!!!

I'll jus jump into the details and highlights
haha
very the lazee go intro and bla bla bla

1st day
met in DC at 8am
when reached there
was like blur
cus so few ppl were there
=P
hahaha
so we started shoving food in the van
trying to figure out how to stuff the frigging food in
so cham
but in the end managed la haha
thn had to stuff luggage
so whatever la
in the end everyone legs had luggage there or some where
thn the trip started
as soon as get in the van
music starts
i turned mine up the whole way and was at full blast
so that I cld sleep =P
I din realize i was sleeping on a box of biscuits =_=
heh
but nvm la
so whn we reached the 1st destination
had to get out and pray for a description to find some ppl
a lot of them found them
I din find mine T___T
thn went for lunch
Lunch was super yummy
haha
thn headed for the training center
woah
the space there is unbelievable
so much space to run like crazeeeeeeeeeeee
thn me, Hillary, Timothy, Wendy helped Joanna
to pack food into individual bags
super fun
Wendy's fav saying is most probaly 'You no brains la!'
haha
after that headed to the Orang Asli (OA) kampung
they're super cool people..
sorry cant post pics of them
its to take care of their security T_T
but they are super cute la the small kids
=P
thn went for dinner
and a little debrief
and prac
at 8.45 had a 'counselling session' between me, Joel, and John
we had our most awesome Jody and his wife Joanna there
talked for a long time about 2hrs30min
woah..
but ok la..
thn went and bath
after that spent some time talking to Naomi, Aileen, LiYen, Candace, Joel, John in the living room..
the girls are really cool people
never realized that cus never talk to them
love you people..
you're the best
crapped till about 1.30am
thn the girls headed to bed..
me,Joel and John stayed awake till i think 2am thn slept in the living room cus it was cooler than the rooms

2 day
woke up at 6.30,
waited for the people to wake up cus nothing better to do..
it was raining my fav weather ( i think)
haha
anyways had breakfast and thn chilled about, listened to Josh our Great teacher,
and his wife the wonderful Vivien =P
they have 2 really cute kids..
Sophia and Faith
haha.
they're pics will be on FB loo..
ladidi
erm what else
oh yeah headed to lunch thn to the OA kampung again
I slept in the van again =_=
sleepyness
when reached there, played games with them,
sang some songs and played more with them
thn went back for dinner
this here is the highlight of the evening!
we played Captainball with them
super fun
i discover that i get rage at the start thn after than i start coolong down
thn become deadly calm
thats whn i really analize every detail
seeing who has open spots and so on
so cool
heh
I never wanna play ball with Naomi again
I got knocked over so much by her that i had bruises weih
pain lor
we played for i tink about 2hrs?
thn went back showered thn
had our Maggi Cup Moment!
so niceee
we have it in Elevate again ok?
hehe..
we crapped a lot
crapped till abt 4am
thn everyone went to sleep in the living room
haha

3rd day
went back DC
we were going nuts
eh Aileen faster upload the pics..
But I look retarded =_=
haha
we took pics with our people
the ones we swapped tags with super funny
i think I'll list it out here la
LiYen-Joshua(me)
Aileen-John
Candace-Timothy
Naomi-Joel
this is all i think
we were going nuts in ZC heh
funny!!!
thn what else
erm..
oh yeah
did the groups and rooms for Elevate
so fun ^^
I'l also a group leader =_=
haha
sleepedi sleep
went back home at 10.30
slept all the way
thn now its 11.25 and i jus finished the blog..
lalala..

Camp is tomorrow!

Whee..
today was a super dy fun day..
haha..
crap and talked and laughed till had stomach pain!..
was crapping with John and the rest..
we swapped name tags =P
So these are our names now..
John-Aileen
Aileen-John
LiYen-Me
Me-LiYen
hahaha..
laughed was cus they were practising skit..
super funny..
will upload the video soon on facebook..
whoever saw it cant help but laugh..
the OA ppl will think we're a bunch of freaks walking in..
heh..
need to wake up 6am 2molo..
thn camp time..
yahoo....

EDGE

I think will blog today la..
1st things 1st..
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPY!!!
woke up at 7am in the frigging morning..
oh Gawd sleepyness..
but was worth it la..
its really a cool course...



DAY 1 (Monday)
Met the trainers..
they're really super cool people..
u cant help but like them..
their always willing to help out here and there,
coaching us thru thick and thin.
thank you ya'll..
haha
had the usual bla bla bla..
really lazy to type man = =
so tired..
but all in all was ok on the 1st day..
listened to Ring Ding Dong like 6 times a day?
haha
funny la..
took pictures and everything..
I'll upload it on Saturday or Sunday..
so that all the pictures 2geda on FB..
whee...


DAY 2
Even better than day 1..
loved every single second of it..
sososoososo cool..
thn after that in the afternoon we were talking about the camp stuff..
I tell you..
I never realized I had so many insults and wisecracks in me..
anything they say I can manage to return a comment that is so ridicoulos..
hahahaha..
I'm also official Photographer for camp ^^
so easy me..
I jus keep taking photos..
ladididumdum
thats all i guess..
heh..