Its decided

I give up..
I cant stand it anymore..
I take anymore of this, I'm gonna wind up screwed in the head..
so I officially give up..
not gonna bother..
jus gonna wait and see how..
If its 1 thing i learned I guess its..
only a fool would follow hs heart...
but I guess that what I am..
an idiot..
for not figuring this out earlier..
now I dunno what to trust..
my head and my heart are in different places..
dunno la..

I GIVE UP!!!